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Saturday, June 30, 2007

Just now went Gek Poh Mac with darling. Not a very nice meeting today because we never communicate well. We are like in fighting tone and he does his work and i do mine. Then like that meet for what?? I don't know. I feel so confused. I want to cry to sleep every night. It feels good.

Today called him when I'm in Mrt heading home, heard his natural laughter over the phone with his friends and i started imagine things. Were his friends there girls? Is he having natural laughter over there with them? These few days, I could not see any natural laughter from him when he's with me. Am I not good for him? Am I a burden to him because I see no more laughter in him when he's with me. =(

What if one day some other girls touch his hand or what so ever?? What should I do? Believe him? Confront him? I'm Not sure.

One should not show too much happiness in 1 thing unless that 1 thing is something you can let go.

12:19 AM
beautiful like a heart.

Friday, June 29, 2007

Today went Mac with darling, saw him chatting with other girls. Felt jealous. But I know it will be ridiculous to ask or tell him not to chat with girls in front of me so I kept quiet. I bet he doesn't know. He will thought that I'm understanding. But as a girl, I have my limitation of being understanding.
After so many incident my past bf chatted with girls and many rumours arouse, I can't swallow it anymore. I know I cannot compare two different types of guys together but in real life, comparing always takes place.
These few days had not been a very good days for me and him. Tend to quarrel after sen each other for so long time of period. We have different thinking and stand causes us to have small conflicts.

12:40 AM
beautiful like a heart.