hi babay i now in the library hahah i love u ahha later we going we ice cream in swence on 7 of agust and u are driving car later.ok good bye don knwo when you will see dao this blog haha

when u see dao must reply on here say u see dao le good bye

20/8/2009 sweet durian
21/8/2009 gold rush

hi good evening , i am cheng ling qian , m y baby is ong yue ting , i love her, she love me we love each other, do u agree? (YES )
muack
byeby

baby i love u forever forever forever forever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever foreverforever forever forever

don be like that althought i angry or sad , i will still love u de muack


whahah i sneck into ur blog whhaha byebye

LingQian. A nice boy enter my world during 1st semester.
The boy who I can play with.
The boy who I can joke with.
The boy who I can beat with.
The boy who can make my tears fall.
The boy who can make me wait for.
The boy who I can see bright colours.

Darling must be very sad and angry now.

He asked me out of dinner but I reject using Edwin as excuse. If he ever know me that well, I wouldn't had cared so much whether I need to look after someone if I really want to meet someone. But today I really don't have the mood to meet darling. Yesterday I skipped my dinner because I felt like I've been cheated home by stupid sister. Yesterday he sms me and say we shall meet at night but because I don't feel like meeting him, I said I'm going to sleep. And he said "well ok. Good night, rest well muackx.! " -.- Nevermind. maybe what I expected was too much.
I expect him to know what I'm thinking when he can't.
I expect him to do things as I wished when out of 10 times less than half will success.
I expect him to take money easy when he's money tight kind of person.

SO HOW? I don't know. So ytd he wants to go have dinner, I said no money this excuse too. I just want him to understand being rejected by money these feelings. Today just now he ask me out for dinner, I also asked him to eat with parents so he could save more money. IT IS JUST AN excuse so i don't meet him. One day of not meeting him makes me don't feel likt meeting him again.

Argh!!!

Just now went Gek Poh Mac with darling. Not a very nice meeting today because we never communicate well. We are like in fighting tone and he does his work and i do mine. Then like that meet for what?? I don't know. I feel so confused. I want to cry to sleep every night. It feels good.

Today called him when I'm in Mrt heading home, heard his natural laughter over the phone with his friends and i started imagine things. Were his friends there girls? Is he having natural laughter over there with them? These few days, I could not see any natural laughter from him when he's with me. Am I not good for him? Am I a burden to him because I see no more laughter in him when he's with me. =(

What if one day some other girls touch his hand or what so ever?? What should I do? Believe him? Confront him? I'm Not sure.

One should not show too much happiness in 1 thing unless that 1 thing is something you can let go.