Saturday, June 30, 2007
Just now went Gek Poh Mac with darling. Not a very nice meeting today because we never communicate well. We are like in fighting tone and he does his work and i do mine. Then like that meet for what?? I don't know. I feel so confused. I want to cry to sleep every night. It feels good.
Today called him when I'm in Mrt heading home, heard his natural laughter over the phone with his friends and i started imagine things. Were his friends there girls? Is he having natural laughter over there with them? These few days, I could not see any natural laughter from him when he's with me. Am I not good for him? Am I a burden to him because I see no more laughter in him when he's with me. =(
What if one day some other girls touch his hand or what so ever?? What should I do? Believe him? Confront him? I'm Not sure.
One should not show too much happiness in 1 thing unless that 1 thing is something you can let go.
12:19 AM
beautiful like a heart.